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the hardest part

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so here's the deal.
i have been through endless cycles of not eating at all, and binging uncontrollably. now i'm in a really scary in-between, but i still don't know how to eat like a person. i decided it is time to get into shape, for once and for all.

my name is alyssa, and i am going to become the best possible me this year.

SW/HW: 129 lbs
CW: 124.5 lbs
GW: 115 lbs -- or wherever I'm happy with my body.
~Click for pictures of me

**NOTE: I am trying to RECOVER from disordered eating, so I will not follow ANY blogs that promote it. Sorry, and I wish you all the best of luck in becoming happy and healthy. xo

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    I’ve tried, but i regurgitate… Thank god :) Too much sugar yo!
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    No soda for almost a year!
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    soda = poison!! just water for me :)
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    No thankssss
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    6 weeks in counting! No soda
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    I haven’t had soda in 3 years :)